Today, my fellow blogger and electrophysiologist (and soon-to-be mom!!) The Cellular Scale and I are swapping blog posts. I am over at her blog writing about science, and @TheCellularScale would like to hear your advice on the following:
Hi BabyAttachmode readers, thanks for letting me guest post
here. Honestly, I am hoping for some advice. I am a (senior) graduate student in
a computation/electrophysiology lab and am planning to graduate in December. Everything
is lined up for this to happen provided I actually write a lot in the next few
months. However, I am also 5 months pregnant (baby due in July).
This pregnancy was planned, and my advisor even thinks it is
good timing. She had her first child when she was finishing her Ph.D. as well,
and now she has tenure (It is possible, folks). I didn’t necessarily want to
try to have a baby right after I started a new post-doc position, but I also
didn’t want to wait forever. In addition, my impression is that the ‘clock’
starts ticking after you get your
Ph.D. (for early investigator status grants and so forth), so I rather delay
graduation now than delay productivity later.
But here is my question: When should I apply for
post-doctoral positions?
Now?
Part of me would like to apply right away and have a settled
position for January as soon as possible. Or alternatively if it is really
difficult for me to find a position, I would like to find that out sooner
rather than later. If I apply now, I could even work on submitting an F32 NRSA
grant with someone, and possibly have my own funding. The thing I am hesitant
about is that I am obviously pregnant,
and if I get invited to interviews any time in the next 4 months, I will be
HUGE. I am worried that I might not be a sharp and quick thinking as normal.
But more importantly, I am worried about implicit bias against mothers and
motherhood in academia. Will a potential advisor think that I’m not serious about
science or that I won’t have time to devote to the lab? Should I hold off
applying for positions for this reason?
Later?
There are benefits to applying later too. I have 3 papers
currently submitted (1 as first author), and it would be nice to have those
accepted before sending out my CV. But I worry about applying to post-doc
positions at the last minute. A recently graduated friend of mine (who had some
great publications) sent out about 100 applications/letters of interest and got
interviews for only 4 or 5. This is more or less terrifying to me, even though
he ultimately landed a great position. Also, I won’t be pregnant ‘later’, but I
will have a tiny baby... which I’m sure will present its own problems: For
example maybe I won’t be well rested for my interviews.
Any pros or cons that I am not considering? Any advice from
successful or unsuccessful post-doc applications?